it happened so quickly

i was lucky enough to be allowed to see pat off at the airport. i didnt think my parents would've let me out.

so it happened. just like that. i feel like im the newest addition to PANDA a lot of the times because i find myself not being able to "click" as well as the others. so patricia, even though we didnt get to be as close as i would have hoped, im nonetheless attached to you. i know that you are a PANDA and you would have my back if anything were to come up. i hope you know that it applies to me as well, and that i will be here if you need a shoulder to lean on. im so proud of you. i get to brag about you. i mean, how many other people out there have friends in harvard. i have a total of four now! lol. amily, pat, anna, and mari.

so in my previous blog, i said i wanted a movie ending. it has been fulfilled. Anh and i ran through the airport to make it to pat in time. im my head, im thinking, lets laugh these last few minutes off. so we were acting like a group of maniacs. this old white man thought we were high on something, and this other guy almost freaked out because one of us appeared to be wanting to steal his luggage. o.O then pat had to leave through the saecurity check point. we cant accompany her any further. we watched her walk to her terminal and it was quite depressing, just like the movies. but its a matter of time when pat comes back for christmas, and before we know it, it will be here! i can't wait. i hope you liked the video we recorded for you =] we tricked you! lol. we never got to do the panda line-up. but ill let you know that we'll do it when you come back for sure.

even though our summer is particularily longer than many students, its coming to an end so quickly. im really excited, but its a little intimidating. my advisor said something about highschool being a little pond and we being the bigger fishes compared to the rest. and now in college, we're in a bigger pond filled only filled with big fishes. im not sure i make sense, but it made complete sense when my advisor said it. lol. so i guess what i meant to say is that college is intimidating. i dont feel up to par with everyone else. i hope i'll survive.